Monday, March 26, 2007

Palm Sunday

I caught a rainbow yesterday...

perhaps to remind me that there is hope... despite the pure bleakness that haunts my heart...

to push the feelings of grief, hopelessness, despair and pain to the side, if only for a moment...

to offer promise of better times ahead for us... a family living under three roofs...

to gently remind me that the universe is not controlled by me...even though I think I know what is best and should be happening now, damn it!

to cause me to wipe the tears in order to see the beauty that I behold....

I caught a rainbow yesterday...

I shall not let it go....


2 comments:

Wende said...

I like this post... photo and words are timely for me. Thank you for sharing.

I'm here from Foolsewood. :D

Chickenbells said...

How beautiful...I had some tears in my eyes after, well, and during reading this post. I ache for what you are going through and you are not far from my thoughts. Darned it with not being able to control things too...well, I suppose then, neither of us would be going through what we have been through...and then we may have never met...and I really can't bear the thought of that at all!

I send you hugs and kisses...and remember, you have more help than you know...always, in every minute of every day of this sweet and sometimes painful life!

(ps. wende rocks!)