the dismantling of a home

My house is quiet and I am alone. People on their way out for a beautiful day and I am left with my house...not a home...a house... that is now on the market. I took Thursday off from work and pitched out stuff from my kitchen. It was theraputic. I still have a lot of stuff...but it felt good to make that first step to throw out stuff I don't want to pack and move. Now I am faced with making repairs for prospective buyers. I am not sure where we will go. Close friends say I can afford a place of my own...I am not so sure. I need to stay focused...believe in my course. Know that things will work out ok.